She knows how she got here, but not the particulars of how she'll get through it.
A childhood races by so fast looking back, but when Baby's not quite here yet, Mama's staring uncomfortably at an overwhelming path of mountains and valleys that disappears into the horizon.
Alone. Baby Daddy has other plans.
Except, she isn't really!
Thank You, Lord, that she's never alone! Thank You for life. Thank You for mercy. Thank You for grace!
It's all around her. It's in her belly right now. It's in the house she calls home. It's in a good job. It's in family and friends surrounding. It's in thousands of prayers sweet to the Lord's hearing.
It's in a room FULL of ladies, all bearing gifts to welcome a new baby. Generosity, probably sacrificial for some or all, celebrating him who is growing and preparing to meet the world, his new home.
Grace makes me cry when I stop to recognize it for what it is. Especially when it touches me and my loved ones so profoundly.
Grace will get Mama and Baby through. Baby will learn grace through watching Mama.
Both will look back one day and see grace after grace after grace . . .
My parents named me Laurel, after the mountain laurel flower, but I've always gone by Laurie. I feel like I've spent my whole life trying to be what other people would find acceptable, and it hasn't been until recent years that I've thought more about how GOD would like me to be. He wants my heart to be seeking after HIM and not the approval of man. So, this is where I will be working out my thoughts, removing the masks (even my nickname!), being real, and making a FREAK of myself! ha ha Any other Jesus Freaks or just freaks in general or even non-freaky people are welcome to read, discuss, encourage, or be encouraged. Welcome to my brain . . . and my heart. :)